I have reached a point in my life where
I just don't feel any strong emotions about anything, and it's
starting to bore me. I haven't been mad at someone to the point of
actually yelling in a long time. I miss it. I'm not saying that
yelling is a good way to live a life, but it is a healthy way of
getting rid of pent up rage.
I've felt sad, as you can probably
tell, but never sad enough to really care or change anything. That's
why right now I'm hoping to turn towards exercise to help produce
some sort of emotional reaction, whether it's just extreme pain. I
really do miss being mad... No one at my school has seen me truly
angry. And again, I'm not saying I should feel rage a lot, but it
just feels SO FUCKING GOOD to let shit like that out.
- D
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