We all fuck up. We all make mistakes. I don't care who you are; you've done things you regret. But most of us have fairly good intentions. We mean well for ourselves, but we just don't know how to do it.
I'm in danger of failing out of college. My friends have told me, I have told myself, and my parents have told me. I don't know what to do, though. I can't bring myself to work. I can't bring myself to do things with my life that are right. Last night, a friend of mine and I nearly finished a full handle of rum. I don't even feel that bad about it, I have no regrets. But this ISN'T what I should be doing with my college experience, it really isn't.
Why can't I do what's right?